It's no one's fault...

what happens when life comes between you? Its no ones fault...really.... marriages all seem to have distance in them, but mine has had three years unaccounted for how do you bridge that distance?? those memories without each other, Those thoughts without the other? The sadness that came without the other around. How do you begin to explain that? How would i begin to say how it crushed me to the core when you weren't here to pick up the pieces or hold me together? Days of tears, nights of tears, no sleeping, haunting memories It was only me i had to rely on. What about the illness that came without warning and cut me to the quick that changed how i am in this world? again you haven't seen the illness take its toll, or nights gone sleepless, the pain thats never ending? How will you know me? will you even care to know me?? Theres 1,095 days between us, that you weren't witness to. Who steps up first to bare their soul? to share there stories? can they even really be shared? its a story on paper, that may move you, but not the same effect as living those days with me. Its no one fault..war is cruel.