efficiency part two

Non efficiency really makes no sense to me...I would love to be one of those laid back people that waited for life to arrive at their doorstep..sat back in their chair and said "that can wait til spring" but i can't. just can't. I go there in my mind and think how relaxing and wonderful it would be to be like that, and yet the other part of my brain thinks why when you could be done in a month would you take 3 months to complete the same thing? why sit for 15 minutes when you could go and get your lunch and have it ready for lunch time? So, you have longer to relax during your lunch break? or if you have ten extra minutes why not fill your gas tank than to sit idle? rather than having to do it an hour or two later? I want to think that life should be savored, taken in slowly and chewed carefully. Yet i handle it quickly to get to the relaxation moment so i can fully relax. so that everything that can be removed from my plate is and only what must remain is left. *sigh*